Since I was asked to leave my most recent "ministry", I have found my idle hands being kept busy in a different way lately. I truly believe that this time off from any commitments has been a blessing - I have been able to care for my Mom one-on-one all this time. In addition, she has provided me with much comfort and friendship that I so desperately needed with my sister being gone. Not many people can say they have truly, and whole-heartedly enjoyed taking care of their parent(s).
In this "idle" time, my mind has wandered. I've found time to volunteer at the kids' school and I'm now volunteering for
www.traffic911.org. This organization is very new and I've found myself being pulled to do more. And of course when you have a calling to do more for God, Satan tried even harder to bring you me. Which is exactly what he's been doing.
I've found myself keeping busy cleaning, taking care of odds and ends, and even trying my craft hands at new projects around the house. Thanks of course to pinterest :)
But most importantly, I've spent many hours in prayer. No better way to keep yourself grounded, focused and busy than through prayer! I've posted on Facebook a few Prayer Calls for the day and have LOVED this! People will tell you exactly what they want prayer for, which I am not good at myself. I like to ask people to pray for me but never give specifics and yet I prefer specifics when praying for others. Maybe I should pray about why I do this....
In changing my prayer style, Satan his having to fight harder. Through these last few weeks, I have found myself closer to God and in more direct communication with Him as well. Sometimes I shout my praises and if I were to be truthful, sometimes I shout my heartache and frustrations.
I know He has something so grand in store for my life. I want to leave this life knowing I had an important role. Yes, raising my family, being a mother and wife, and taking care of the day to day events in the Gautreaux house are important, but I wanted to leave my mark elsewhere. I have compassion for those hurting and I wanted to make a difference.
Being led to traffick911.com was not by coincidence, I know this was a God-led thing. I know in my heart, big things are about to happen for the Dallas area and the rescue of minors being trafficked for sex and exploitation. I know I am supposed to be working with these girls. I know my circumstances in life are all going to come together for this one purpose.
Now to be honest.... I want to get moving with this! My idle hands have had about all the "idle" they can take. I'm ready for changes to happen. I'm ready for God to reveal my direction in all of this.
Pray for me please.